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ephemera

by Joustene Lorenz

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1.
1. They took me from the airport to a prison in the town, Nothing more than flesh for them to play with, Like rabid dogs on carrion, they had to hold me down, And chain me to my own humiliation. 2. They tied me to a chair and said I had to confess For crimes I had no guilt or implication, I explained this boy and I had only recently met, It was just an innocent association. REFRAIN So, who throws the dice? Who gets to live—and who dies? 3. They held me in a cell where we all slept on the floor, Twelve women and a toilet in the corner, For an hour a day the prison guards would put us on show, Where we’d mingle with the inmates on Death Row… 4. Andrew came to talk to me to help me survive, No clemency, he’d soon be executed, No requiem, no angels and no heaven beyond, He wondered where his life had gone so wrong. REFRAIN So, who throws the dice? Who gets to live—and who dies? 5. My father paid the bribe and I was finally released, Four weeks inside, no charges laid, my nightmare ends, Meanwhile the souls awaiting Presidential Decree, Are murdered in a secret place: the State’s revenge. CODA But where does it end? Where does it end? Where does it end?
2.
Ephemera 04:56
1. Well, my best friend Georgie came by to see me last Sunday. A blaze of sunset and ravens in the sky, She told me that her man had gone a-wandering, Another woman taken by surprise. 2. Now we’re drinking wine and her eyes close, kinda wolverine, She’s quiet for a while then she whispers—‘Hey, Joustene, ‘A pretty girl like you should never be alone at night, ‘Especially when our men are forgettin’ how to treat her right. 3. Another week goes by, Georgie’s man comes down to see me, He’s got a bottle of gin and some sinning on his mind, He tells me he will free me from my miseries, He can take me to a better place for better times. 4. There are times when I think that this world is rapidly dying, There are times when I think that I’m living in-between. And like a moth in the light I will wake-up at night and I’ll be crying, ‘Coz nothing we believe can be more than what it seems. 5. So my belly’s full of gin and I look at him trying to tempt me, He wants to put me in a fever but I know it’s just for now, He’ll leave me calling out for more as he’s walking out the door, So I try and be a good friend, condemning him to his ephemera. To his ephemera, His ephemera. Ephemera, ephemera, ephemera.
3.
Sun-Dream 04:08
1. I am a tree: been living for a thousand years, I grew from the earth and the life of a single seed, Revolving in the light and the darkness with everyone, Forever dreaming of a life in the Sun. 2. I am a bird: been living in this canopy, When you listen to my song, you become a part of me, And as I fly across the sky, I can look at all the things you’ve done, But you’re really just like me when you dream in the Sun. 3. I am a woman: my name is Perpetuity, You’ll find me in the forest, in the ocean, or your poetry, And when you’re feeing lost and you’re thinking that your time is done, You’ll find me in the earth where I’m dreaming of the Sun. BRIDGE And we are the stuff that dreams are made on, Conjured through the earth and air, From sleep to sleep our life is calling, Testament to all we share. 4. I am the light and I’m shining though the universe, You’ll see me in the stardust and time-waves that I traverse, And there’s nothing you can be but in me, and we’re all in one— And we’re all together dreaming of a life in the Sun. CODA I’ll be your Sun-Dream I’ll be your Sun-Dream I’ll be your Sun-Dream I’ll be your Sun-Dream ...
4.
1. You walk at night around your city, Hear your footfall on the ground, Imagine me so I can follow, Feel the rain that’s tumbling down. 2. You drift along the muddy river, See the boatmen coming home, Remember when we were together, Water washing through my soul. Oh the water. CHORUS Oh, the water, Oh, the water, Oh, the water— Come carry us away. 3. Time can sometimes move so slowly, Sometimes so fast like it’s never been, The life we lived seems like a dream, Passing by like a mountain stream. 4. I search for you in the empty streets, Look up and down and through this town, I see your shadow in the distance, Feel the water tumbling down. Oh, the water. CHORUS Oh, the water, Oh, the water, Oh the water— Come carry us away! CODA Oh, the water, Oh, the water, Oh the water— Come carry us away!
5.
Winter 04:11
1 Winter on the lake, Snow drifting through dark days, A wild dog seeking shelter, Warm mists of his breath. 2 The gray light through the trees falling, The white owl flying low, A purple rim of clouds forming, My trail of footsteps in the snow. CHORUS Winter and the snow is falling, Winter and the snow is falling, Winter and the snow is falling Down. 3. I’m walking through a wilderness, Tears frozen in my eyes, How did we lose our tenderness Like storms in a northern sky? CHORUS Winter and the snow is falling. Winter and the snow is falling, Winter and the snow is falling Down. BRIDGE The winter took my love. The winter took my love, The winter took my love, The winter took my love. 5. And so I walk ‘til night is falling, The cold winds closing in; I hear the wild dogs calling to me: ‘This life’s not yours to give…’ CHORUS Winter and the snow is falling, Winter and the snow is falling, Winter and the snow is falling Down. Coda Life’s not yours, Your life’s not yours, Your life’s not yours— To give…
6.
1. I —will be your pretty Senorita, Dance—with you around your fire, You will see the flame-light in my yes, Warm the cold in this cantina. 2. Breathe—the scent of dahlia on my skin, Feel—the music drifting in, We will rumba with the moon, Move our bodies in this swoon. CHORUS Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire— Of love. 3. Feel—my fingers on your face, Kiss—me as the moonlight fades, Mescal coursing through my veins, Passion burn this night away. CHORUS Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire— Of love. 4. Soon—the night will disappear, We—will hold each other near. Morning light in this cantina. And I’m forever Senorita. CHORUS Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire— Of love. CODA Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire, Dance me in your fire— Of love.
7.
1. I was born on the west bank Of the Sea of Galilee, Our mother died, four brothers killed, And now there’s only me. I tried to free this memory, And turn the other cheek, But when evening comes, I hear God’s drums Calling out to me. CHORUS Oh, the fury in my veins, Fire and Blade to hold this land. 2. A thousand generations, And the fighting still remains, Three sides’ interpretations, One God by different names. I’ve tried my best to understand This history of pain, On the Sea of Galilee And the Gennesaret Plains. CHORUS Oh, the fury in my veins, Fire and Blade to hold this land. 3. Now I sleep with the windows closed, The Scriptures by my bed, Abraham comes to talk with me To justify my death. He tells me that he still believes In a God of cruel intent, And my sacrifice does not rely On knowing what He meant. CHORUS Oh, the fury in my veins, Fire and Blade to hold this land. 4. The wind that comes from the Sinai Desert in the spring, Whispers of a Sacred Time When human life begins. From Fire and Blade and all things made From God to Clay to Me, And the battlefields that came to be— The Sea of Galilee. CHORUS Oh, the fury in my veins, Fire and Blade to hold this land.
8.
Refuge 04:50
Refuge Let go of the past, Don’t be afraid, Don’t become imprisoned By a history we can’t change. Take a walk around yourself, There’s nothing left to save, Hold my image in your heart, Don’t let it fade away. 2 Let go of yourself, Let go of me, The terror of the life we lived Can never be redeemed. The crimson wall of sunset, The tears that burn our eyes, The iron kiss of madness In the refuge of the night. CHORUS I’m sorry: I have to leave, This tired earth, my sorrow and fragility. So sorry: please understand, I want to see the sunrise in another land. 3. Now I’m standing by the escalator Watching agitated faces Going up and down, The room is full of coloured lights And children’s eyes and butterflies That make no sound; I wonder if you’ll ever feel The distance that reveals Itself in every frown. Whatever things that make you think, I know you’re always on the brink Of coming down. Coming down, Coming down, Coming down. Chorus I’m sorry: I have to leave, This dying earth, my sorrow and fragility. So sorry: please understand I want to see the sunrise in another land. 4. Now I’m walking through the city streets Where people meet, But no-one speaks A single sound. Don’t share your dreams, Don’ make a scene, Don’t hear me scream, Don’t ever even turn around. I wonder if your memories are sweet Or do they just repeat, The painful times? Either way Can I just pray That we can cast away The Old World that we left behind. Left behind, Left behind, Left behind. Coming down, Coming down, Coming down.
9.
Morning Tide 03:54
Morning Tide 1. Morning tide, I’m seeing you from a distance, I’m giving up all resistance, I want to see the sun rise in your eyes, I want to hold you again… 2. Sable plains, Nothing but the shadows falling, I hear the night vespers calling, I see your footsteps in the sand, I want to love you again…. Love, love, love, again, Forget about the things we said. 3. Paper lights, Excruciating nights without you, Phantasmagoric dreams that come true, Philosophers in worn out shoes, I want you to love me again…. 4. Silver bells, The sound of an angel singing, I hear the earth slowly spinning, I breathe the air that we all share, I wan to feel this love again. Feel this love again, Feel this love again, Feel this love again, Feel this love… La La La La Da Da Da Da…
10.
1. All eyes will turn toward the sun, Searching for a Saviour who’ll never come, Helter Skelter Battles are lost and won, Look out now, I’m coming to buy the sun. 2. Cheap girls, sweet pearls, harbour-side perfume, Brave men, wise men die trying to find her room, Helter skelter I’ll tell you when your time is done, Look out boys, I’m coming to buy the sun. 3. Soldiers, sailors, cities built of dust and sand, Angels in your dreams delighted by your hand, Helter skelter, Pleasure written on your tongue, Step outside, I’m coming to buy the sun. Sun Sun. 4. Rel igion makes us afraid to go out the door, All your fantasies go well beyond the Law, Helter skelter, Everyone is on the run, Stand aside, they’re coming to buy the sun. Sun, Sun. 5. All eyes will turn toward the sun, Searching for a Saviour who’ll never come, Helter Skelter Everyone is on the run, Stand aside, they’re coming to buy the sun. The sun, The sun, The sun, The sun.

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We're born into a universe of transience. All elements and all life are ephemeral, passing through. So where do we find meaning, ballast, purpose. certainty? Each song in this album seeks to answer this question in its own way. The album overall embraces ephemera in order to transcend it.

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released June 23, 2023

Joustene Lorenz—composition, vocals, guitars, percussion, keyboards, sunthesizer
Bella Noiseuse—vocals, bass guitar
Ed Wilson—brass
Jeff Normans—vocals, rhythm guitar. percussion, bass guitar

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'Sexy, smart, poetic—Joustene is a unique artist. One of the best singer-songwriters of the current era.' Felipe Rollins (The Musicians' Journal, June, 2023).

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